Sunshine after the rain

I dont want to lose everything I have now. I've learnt to take everything seriously and cherish everything I have because regrets are all to late. Sorry for last night I did not mean to make you feel so lousy that you pushed all the blame to yourself. I'm touched by all the messages you send me each day including all the advices you give. Especially when I know there'd definitely be a message sent by you every morning before I am awake and that we will continue to message each other till the second we fall asleep. I thought it would all end when you said wanted to let everything go. You said you did not want to hurt me even more but did you know if you really made that choice it would only bring the both of us misery? Though I think I'm just probably another girl entering and will soon leave your life I still will treasure every single moment we have. You dont have to tell me I mean alot to you because deep down inside you yourself know the truth. You are the best thats all that matters dont ever forget that. X