Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Weather the hurricane

I took the circle line, then the train from Bishan to Marina and back to Bishan alone. I like long train rides. I went to ______ , stood at the opposite for an hour and cried. (DONT LAUGH OK)Had tuition at 6.30pm afterwhich Shi hui and I had dinner at Din tai fung!! We ordered alot of dishes and the bill was very nice. After dinner, we lepak at the open space with our yogurt and took pictures. Headed home at 10pm.

Remember the time you came to school early just to pass me the mentos? Remember the time we used to slack with the others almost every school day? Remember S would accompany me to catch a glimpse of you during recess? Remember S would accompany me to sneak over to your class because I wanted to catch a glimpse of you and you acted like you did not know but in actual fact you did? Remember I would always call you to wake you up at 10am during the holidays? Remember you would always irritate me but it always made my day? Remember the time I went to your house to apologise as I was being unreasonable and I ended with an i love you and you said the same thing too? Remember the time I would go over to the badminton court and nag at you to come down and play? Remember the time you, S, D, and I would study in the library after school for the end of year exam? Remember the time you called your friends over when D wanted to kick S and I got a shocked? Remember how you, S and I would go to the playground just for the swings? Remember how you and I would text so much during the swim meet? And you said you wanted to buy me and ice cream? It rained so we did not get to eat it but it was the thoughts that counted. Remember how S and I would run down the stairs to see you when you were preparing to get run during sports day? Remember how you scolded * when he bullied me?(AND YOU TORE UP HIS EXCERCISE BOOK OK IN ANGER) Remember you apologised to me as you couldnt make it to my 11th birthday? Remember the present you gave me on my 11th birthday with your own handwritten message? Remember you requested for a wallet and although it cost $50 I still bought it because you liked it and that was all that mattered. Remember we would use the handwritten format to write each other's chinese name on msn? And you always said I wrote yours wrongly but I kept claiming I did not? Remember you and SH quarrelled and I made you apologise to her because I was on her side? I remember I was hesistating if I should invite you to my party in p3? SH and the others had to pass the invitation throughout the whole compo class on Saturday? Remember I was so eager to come to school just to be able to see you? But I remembered I hurt you twice and that cost me to lose everything I used to have. Remember I would cry to S everyday and I hated to come to school since because I did not know how to face you? Remember the time S and I went over to your best friend's house and you came later which made S and I lock ourselves in the room because I did not know how to face you? Remember how I acted as if I was better off happy that way?Remember when you got injured your best friend came to tell me to look for you at the General office but I did not dare so I just stood outside? Remember when the ambulance took you away I could only cry? Remember I texted you so many times but you only replied one? You told me not to care anymore. And you did not care either from that day. No matter how many times you saw me cried in school you would just walk away? And there was once I skipped lessons and cried at the 4th storey, you knew about it but you chose to remain ignorant? I remembered I ran and cried in the toilet during graduation with S running after me. I couldn't accept the fact that we were going to be in different secondary schools after that. Remember I saw you at Macs last year but I could only walk away slowly? Remember I saw you in Bus 54 last year but I could do nothing? Remember I saw you at the ceremony last year but I could only act as if I saw nothing? Remember how we locked eyes just two weeks back but I had to act like I did not know you? I realised that I am willing to sacrifice anything everything for you just like before. If you're happy I am too.
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13 comments:

CLAIRELIM YL said...

I remember you were much happier before

Suzanne said...

Claire very direct. Lol. Cheer up love. :'(

Anonymous said...

Can you tell me where is the open space located? where? Which Din Tai Fung branch did you go?

S.Yingting :B said...

Hey hun, cheer up :(

Rachel said...

Claire: :(
Suzanne: Heh she has always been direct.
Anonymous: J8!! Hm its located outside the circle line entrance or also next to the row of restaurants(swensons,ph,dtf etc)
Yingting: I can continue crying

Anonymous said...

Thx!

Rachel said...

Np

JOYCE said...

Luv you , dont be sad.

Ireeplacable said...

Im just a call away. Talk to you tonight ok~

Rachel said...

Joyce: Love
Tiffany: :)

S.Yingting :B said...

:((((( You make me so sad . I dont want see you sad

Rachel said...

I WILL BE HAPPY HAHAHA IM OKAY ALR DONT WORRY

Rachel said...

I WILL BE HAPPY HAHAHA IM OKAY ALR DONT WORRY