Never judge a person by her looks,

Every time you think you've found a friend you could tell all secrets to, have gossips and long talks it seems as if you've got the world's greatest gift. Yet when you realise that that particular person actually gossips and backstabs you right on your back, you'd understand how I actually felt practically this whole afternoon. I'm at my worst. Tell me how much worser can it get? The two kinds of people in the world are those that bring you up, and those that pull you down. I used to think that you were different from the rest, that you'd always bring me up when I'm at the lowest point of my life. You added laughter and joy to at least part of my life. Life now seems like there's no one else left for me to share every little single joy and sadness. Even if we weren't that close in the past, but at least I still reserve a space for you in my heart. I am really interested to know what you actually said about me behind my back. I hate it when there are so many things left unanswered. I want to know why. I want to know why you act as if nothing happened after that. Why? I want to know why! Do you even know who you are?