Unlike any other,

Lunch with Shihui, Trina, Naomi and Vanessa and then headed to Amk hub to catch the show Confessions of a Shopaholic. That pretty much sums up my day. Woo.

Girls girls girls

I'm bored Yingting has just pangseh me by going offline and I've just sent out an email to the girls. I miss them.

[edited]Anyway, Yingting has promised to go for our study date at the esplanade library on the 18th and Genevieve has promised to try her best. How about Ziying baby and how about Zining?! Both Zs try baby try~ We can never have an outing in which all the 6 of us can make it and I'm dying for that day girls.[/edited]

Different from the others,

Out with darling today for lunch at Sakae Sushi. Sum it up, it was fantastic. I'm stuck at words these days. I dont know why.

Happy Birthday,

Happy 14th Birthday Ziying! I'm glad you've enjoyed your day today receiving presents and birthday wishes from all your friends. You've been there for me all these while and although we don't see each other often on school days except weekends and school holidays I'm already very contented that I've got you to pour my sorrows to and share my laughter with. Its wonderful to have a talk with you and the other girls last night. When I was about to break down today, your text messages were the result of me holding back my tears and staying so strong. You make me feel that I'm not alone because I've got you. You give me so many advices and funny text messages that even a billion I love you's I say to you can't be enough to thank you. We always remind each other that we're 8 digits away so do give me a call if you just feel you need a listening ear. And do give me call if you want to meet because you need a lending shoulder. Don't forget, Bffl! I love you.

Friendship which lasts,

Okay now I've completed my first step of making Lee Ziying her birthday present! And I'm going to complete them before 12am 26 March 09! And I'm going to say something so mushy to her when she receives a surprise from Yingting, Genevieve and I! Will update more tomorrow!

If I only had 1 last breath,

To the girls: Ziying, Zining, Yingting, Genevieve

Hi girls you know y'all mean the world to me right? Hehehe I'm never good at words but today for the first time I'll pen them all down here. Thanks for all the laughters and joy you've added in my life. All the text messages we'll send to each other in class in school outside school practically anywhere we are. The "never failing to cheer each other up" jokes you all tell me when I'm down and all the little secrets we share will never be forgotten. Its weird but its true I actually confide in you girls more than those whom I practically see everyday in school. Did you know you are the reason for me rushing to come home everyday just to turn on the computer to tell you what has happened during the day? I have so much more to tell you when we meet up again and 11 April will be the day. I'm also looking forward to us studying at Bishan library Ziying and Yingting! Even though we can't meet up as much due to school days but the place you all mean in my heart is irreplacable. You know it. If you're down please don't keep it within yourself because you always have me. I'll be there for all of you 24/7. Remember, I'm just 8 digits away.

Such strong feelings,

Have you ever felt you were the only one is this world with everyone's back turned away? When everything else you thought was perfect before comes crashing down like pieces of glass so sharp it stabs you right in your heart? You once thought your friends would be there with you to face everything but as time passes, one by one they leave and in the end if you're lucky there'd still be one or two. If not, its you alone facing the world. I want to know who'd be with me through thick and thin, do you?

One day you'll change your mind,

I went to develop all my photos today that was taken by the fisheye, holga 135BC! I want to order a fujifilm instax but I'm so fickle minded over such stuff. Instax 200? Instax mini 7s? Instax mini 25? Just like my holga I've finally made up my mind. I will get the Multicolor Holga GCFN with an addon fisheye lens. I think I gave the online person hell a lot of hassle! I feel so bad! I can't wait till 6.30pm before I can collect the photos!Friends come and go, some pull you up and some pull you down. Remember once we had so many memories together and yet the next second we realised everything was just an illusion? I'm glad everything is back to normal all the quarrells are now put behind us. I'm sorry I've made my mistake too. I take back all the negative things I've said about you before. I'll be there for you like the past Song yingting, love you yeah yeah yeah.

It's been so long,

Finally met up with Joyce on Thursday afternoon. You know I love you right, you should know. We went to Town, then Clarke Quay, then Vivo City and then Pasir Ris. She spent $150+ at Topshop while I spent none! I'm on my way to saving up for more and more money! I'm very happy. Crashed over at Suzanne's place instead of going to cousin's house because it was already 11pm at night. The next thing I knew in the morning I was having a high fever! But I was glad I was able to have her look after me! Hehehehe and we had heart2heart talk for hours. Not going to post unglam pictures up of me sick in bed! Today was my first day starting work and you know what? Vanessa and I were suppose to distribute flyers door to door Yishun but we couldn't find the blocks and in the end due to her nagging of hot weather we gave up took a cab back to Bishan for lunch at KFC and then library to search for new jobs. The next moment, rain was pouring down so heavily. Lightning and thunder were all where to be seen and heard. Sigh my money is decreasing R.A.P.I.D.L.Y Please help me!

I feel so empty, so empty

Today was supposed to be spent at East Coast and Clarke Quay. But instead we were walking on the highway like 3 year olds who lost their parents. It's all the bus 401 and the bus 196's bus driver fault okay. Bus 401 does not operate on weekdays and they did not put any sign until we went to the information centre. That made Hadassha and I sat down waiting for a ridiculous 20 mins. So Bus 196 also goes there, but the Bus driver told us it was the 12th stop which we had to get down and not the 5th. Actually to head to East Coast we had to cross the highway which was totally impossible! We met Cody and we took a cab to Bedok Interchange and a bus to Clarke Quay to meet Glen and Shane. But the bus ride took an hour and we saw Bugis so we alighted as we did not know how long more it would actually take to reach Clarke Quay. Had dinner at food court with them and back to Bishan at 7.30pm. Had to rush to tuition at 8pm for make up class and so coincidentally I met Huiping! We has a Chemistry lesson at 8pm too! I tell you, I seriously embarassed myself infront of so many people and Huiping laughed over my misfortune. Why am I so unlucky today? After class, headed home with Huiping.

A bunch of sunshines,

JOYCE/ says: 11.38pm
I love you more than anything so please cheer!
If your heart is dying, mine is too when I see you this upset. (b'cos my pm was my heart i dying)

AIRE-CL says: 11.39pm
I love you 2 heheh. I make your heart live again kkkkkkk!

Rachel says: 11.39pm
Thanks i love you two. More than anything!
You both are my everything you know? Teehee. (L)

[b]Z[/b] : ｪzｦ . says: 9.34am
Anything, sms me alright, i'll be there for you .

[b]Z[/b] : ｪzｦ . says: 9.34am
(:

Rachel says: 9.34am
Thanks love (L)

Everything happens for a reason,

Spent the whole Saturday afternoon with Vanessa at Waterloo St. We walked the whole lane just to find where the flea was held! We were about to give up until we took a cab and the uncle spot it! After that, we walked to bugis street and out again to Waterloo St. Then, to Burlington Square to buy films for the cameras, and then to food court for lunch. We spent most of the time roaming on the streets taking so many weird and funny photos! Cab back to Junction 8, and then headed home. 6pm met Elaine and Claire under block and Daddy drove us to Suntec City as we wanted to catch Dragon Ball while he, mummy and my brother went for the IT fair. It is a recommended show! Very interesting! Elaine bought a Vaio laptop you know. I want I want! 10pm trained to Woodlands Claire and I crashed at Elaine's place. We were conferencing with Glenn, Brandon, Nicholas till it was 3am in the morning. They came over to Woodlands and I swear the whole place was in chaos. All the girls slept throughout the whole of Sunday afternoon while the guys psp-ed the whole time. Causeway point Swensons for dinner and over to Clarke Quay to spend the night. Rushed back to school today and I'm dead beat. Going to replenish my sleep tomorrow morning before I head to East Coast in the afternoon!

Where's the happiness we said about?

Finally it's the last day of school for term 1 and it's time for a break! Imagine how school days can drain out all your energy. It's time for staying out till the wee hours of morning, replenishing my sleep, and meeting up with all the girls again! My eyebags are getting heavier and heavier each day. Out to meet Vanessa at 6pm. We headed for Kbox at Cineleisure. Had their buffet there and total each of us had to pay $32 for 3 hours. It's worth the money I tell you. Heart2heart talks, singing like crazy people. I have been enjoying myself, laughing till my heart's content ever since all these outings with her. We were eating and singing at the same time, and we laughed at each other whenever we were out of tune! Hahahaha! We jumped around while singing making a mess out the place. Headed home at 10pm. I can't wait for tomorrow with her again! Do you know something? I realised that sometimes when you think you've found your true bestfriend you're wrong. The closest people whom you can really count as your best friends are those who'd share with you everything from the way they feel to telling you all their little secrets. Some are just really good friends. There's a difference. Bestfriends are the people you can always rely on through your toughest and lowest point in life. You'd never know who they are until you face obstacles with them. It can be as simple as just them accompanying you whenever they are free or when you're down. After meeting so many people in 2008 and 2009 I've realised who are the ones I can count on forever. Cheryl, Claire, Tiff, Vanessa, Zining, Joyce, Genevieve, Sylvia, Suzanne, Chinyee.

Hearts all over the world tonight,

Haji Lane, Bugis Junction, Junction 8 with Vanessa today. I can't wait for tomorrow night's outing, and saturday's outing again you know. Photos taken today aren't developed yet, will develop them tomorrow if possible!

Never judge a person by her looks,

Every time you think you've found a friend you could tell all secrets to, have gossips and long talks it seems as if you've got the world's greatest gift. Yet when you realise that that particular person actually gossips and backstabs you right on your back, you'd understand how I actually felt practically this whole afternoon. I'm at my worst. Tell me how much worser can it get? The two kinds of people in the world are those that bring you up, and those that pull you down. I used to think that you were different from the rest, that you'd always bring me up when I'm at the lowest point of my life. You added laughter and joy to at least part of my life. Life now seems like there's no one else left for me to share every little single joy and sadness. Even if we weren't that close in the past, but at least I still reserve a space for you in my heart. I am really interested to know what you actually said about me behind my back. I hate it when there are so many things left unanswered. I want to know why. I want to know why you act as if nothing happened after that. Why? I want to know why! Do you even know who you are?

Lost yet found,

Please help me start saving for all of these!

Topshop Inspired Boots $159 (I WANT THIS SO BADLY)

Holga 135 add-on Fisheye lens $68 (Ordered)

Holga add-on Multicolor flash $30 (Should I?)

Holga 135 BC $75 (Ordered)

Fisheye 2 $110

Ready to let go,

Out with Vanessa to Marina Square and Raffles City Shopping Centre today. I finally got the denim high waist shorts from Topshop! And I saw the boots from there which costs $159! Someone help! Daddy is considering whether he'd sponsor me so meanwhile ... (cross fingers!) Nevertheless, it has always been wonderful going out with her today. Love you very much banana breastie!

P/S: I miss Lim Zining and Genevieve Soon! Meet up soon huns.