Heart beat,

Wednesday was a trip with the girls to Hsm 3 at golden village at j8. Met at 12pm at Pizza Hut, then Arcade. The movie only started at 2pm. The show was absoutely fab. Great day with the 4 girlies! Yesterday was out with one of my closests. She came over at 10am, and we started the day with stupid jokes she made. She says my nagging is a hardcore killer! Oh my gosh, haha! Swensons was on her? You wished! She gave out the items to some buyers or sort and by the time she came back, I've finished my lunch . Trained to CityHall to get some stuff and then back to our usual place. Went back my place first to put own all the things and bus-ed back to j8 to meet my Genevieve and Zining. Catch up a bit, and then they headed back to Whitesands. Went back and closest and I watched tv till she was late for another meetup! Then we both headed home.

And i swear Lim Zining has gotten all my love! (L)

Pics for HSM 3 with girlies:

Gone,

I dont want to lose another great friend like you. Although we aren't called "best friends" we did share videos of memories together. One that would put smiles and laughters to those who watches. Yet the slighest smallest mistake would cut the line and stop everything. I searched high and low for the slighest clue that caused this damage. And it was all because of jealousy and greed I apologise for that. What you did yet was you insulted my parents and all those words that you wrote shows you're no better. And now you're even saying things indirectly not to me, but to your very own best friend. I dont think she suck up to me, or what other hurtful words you use. Do you know you actually hurt her feelings? You dont! I've been going out very frequently with her, so what? I really dont see a need to create such a big fuss, and a bad atmosphere for all. Yes, I'm willing to forgive and forget but you took advantage of it. Did the law state a rule that best friends must be with each other everytime? Do they need to go everywhere with each other? I've got a best friend too, and I understand how you're feeling when you see your best friend with some other friends going out together, happily with each other. I had the same experience just 1 or 2 months back? But please do understand, I wont steal your best friend away alright. Please do wake up from your childish idea of that.

Fate brought us together, yet it drew us apart. Something so close, yet so far. I wonder why...

Everlasting,

Went out with Elaine, Jiaxin, Bryan and Glenn this afternoon. Headed to cineleisure to catch a show but the timings werent on our side. Elaine suggested Bugis so we accompained her there.
Saw many people, managed to catch up with Alicia since our last outing together. Went seperate ways as Elaine jiaxin and i headed to Clarke Quay , had party there and 9.30pm homed.
No pictures due to loss of battery today.
(A few days back, others is still in Shihui's phone!)

Monthsary,

Hi love,

As I recall all our memories of us so close in the past, it puts a smile on my face. I'm glad we're like what we were back then and that its not history. In life some things comes and go and its good we've closed the gap between us after being seperated for 2 long years. We studied together, went out together, bought shared problems together, tell each other secrets. As close as bestfriends, like moon and sky. You always made everything alright, you laughter always make my day. I hope our friendship will last, at least for another few more years or even better forever. Happy 2nd Monthsary Shi hui!

Monthsary,

Happy Belated 5th Monthsary Rianna!

I know I always make you angry and sad for all the silly things I do. But you should know, during this 5 months our friendship grows deeper and deeper each day. I thank you for everything you've done especially when you always have to bear with my bad temper. I seriously thank god i have such a good friend like you. I have Shihui and my other friends but I sense that there's a special bond between us, something no one other than you could give me. Good luck in everything you do alright my smart girl. You can do it or actually you've done it for this year!

I can't do without you,

I dont know how to express this feeling within me. No words can explain just how much it hurts, how much it kills. I dont want to lose you I seriously dont. I can't take another blow especially one thats so terribly hard. Everytime I see couples together it'd remind me of you. They are so engrossed with each other, they dont know I'm looking. Out in the park alone at night, all I could do is cry. Cry till I fall, drink till I can't take no more. I dont know what I'll be without you. You taught me alot of things indirectly. There are many things on my mind I want you to know. So many more hangouts I want to go with you. Its been lingering on my mind for quite a while I 've been keeping it to myself. If this continues, I'll break down. I will. I want to let you know you're everything to me. This fact isn't going to change, I love you.

Long lonely nights,

As each day passes by, I realise I ain't that strong after all. I wasn't even strong in the first place. I put a strong front infront of others with endless laughters, a smile so bright it could hide denial. Yet behind the scenes, I cry so hard no one could ever believe. Can't take it any longer, I'll surrender.

a little more luck,

Tuesday, Wednesday:
Great accompaniment from Rianna, Shi hui, Sally, Trina, Naomi.

Thursday:
Learning journey trip to Singapore River.
Perfect, yet disasterous. Inner words can't explain.

Friday:
Laughters filled the air, yet many still didn't understand the intention of others.
What were their real motive? I seriously doubt their actions and words are real.

Saturday:
Far East Plazza, Bugis.










Distance wont drift us apart for our hearts are tied together. I'm glad I met you, please dont ever go Gen Soon.

Gotten off track,

I'll do anything for you stay, no matter what it takes.
We'll make it through, our love will never die.
Though it feels like the end, I'll be there. I swear.

Monday:

Greatest love,

I wont make it on my own,

I miss you, I seriously do.
Hurt me like it hurt you,
I wanna know if you feel the same way too.
Greatest strength: Cheryl Lim and Shi hui.
Thanks for keeping me going on, all these while. When I needed someone, you'all are always there.

Met Shi hui at mrt at 11.30am. The swensons' breakfast was something whipped to get the day started. Haha! We were talking about hair, Shi will get what I mean.
Then she accompained me to get some stuff, and we trained down to City Hall.
Walked the whole Marina and then took the linkway to Suntec City. Snapped alot of unglammed photos which got us laughing for hours okay! Got my cartoon hoodie from the buyer and we trained to T3 next. There was even funnier! We walked the whole of T3 and realised we were walking in circles! Snapped more pics and then we went to T2, and had burger king. 6pm, headed to bishan and bidded goodbye.

P/S:I can't find my god damn cable!

Part of me now and forever,

Pillar of strength: Cheryl Lim, Shi hui, Claire, Bryan, Zining, Genevieve, Tiffany.
Have you ever felt a pierce through your heart? Yet you can still continue? Cause I know, you're the one, you'll be my everlasting.

Finally its over, geez. English was okay, and math was a disasterous though I did put in alot of effort in it. Why make sec 1 kids have lack of brain cells due to that? F, why set such hard paper? Went out with the girls Shi hui, Vanessa, and Naomi right after. They are absoutely great okay, especially Shi! They spent the whole afternoon with me mostly going to places I requested. Heheh. I owe you guys a meal next time okay! Took off the extensions at bugis and shopped. I met Zining and Cheryl there by coincidence! I miss those girls like there's no tomorrow. Trained all the way to town. Shi wanted to go far east but in the end, nothing much. slacked there. They were dead beat tired cause of me! Haha. Then to Amk hub, they accompained me for a hair cut.
I'm going to stick to it meanwhile.

Game over,

Spent the weekends with Tiffany, Bryan, and Cheryl. Went to meet them straight after tuition on saturday. We didn't do much though, catch up on alot of stuffs. Around 5, went to Elaine's house for bbq with jiaxin. I thought about all the things that happened recently, looked back and wondered what would be the outcome if we did things differently, if we thought about each other's perspective in different views, outcomes. But its too late.

4 papers down, 2 more to go. Some of the literature and history questions seriously got me struggling to recall all the notes I've memorised. Science paper seemed okay, Chinese was seriously rubbish. Sigh, its all the last minute work to blame. English should be easy peezy, i hope..

Happiness dont last forever,

Life's bound to ups and downs,
thrills and spills.
Love ain't a game baby,
please dont take it like one.
Life's been shit all these days, but still I'm glad
I have Shi hui by my side these few months.
Thank you so much bestfriend!

I really regretted not studying earlier for this end of year exams.
All these last minute study isn't helping at all.
Today's science and literature was tough,
but at last i made it through.
Went for lunch and library with Shi hui and Rianna.
Like expected, play before work.
Headed home, after.

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